Happy and delighted

Say to my son five years old: "You think, this is that your father made money and bought that year. " 

I warm, unable to speak, say. 
I judge this feeling, not delighted, but happy. Now such as I, delighted and so happy as to obscure often. 
A friend has got rich, has bought to BMW, has put the luxurious house, has married the beautiful wife, have received others' respect. He drives the car to on the river bank main road, the way is so wide, there are then few people, the preceding visual field is extremely good, he lets me enjoy being car, that car is really good, some throttles, the car seems to fly. 
I agree to be delighted. 
The friend says, right, correctly, delighted if this car is driven. But, is the joyfulness happy?

The friend says, ten years ago, when he reached the town, made 200 yuan per month, there is no money to buy the sweater and pants, when the autumn wind is rustling, he still wears the summer clothing, others are all looking at him with the strange eyes. 
He says, he swore at that time, must make much money later, let others regard with special esteem. Now, he drives BMW, walks in the rate of traffic flow, outside the window of car, give the water conservancy project, have civilian workers   No matter his car reaches there, someone will look towards him up and down, he says that feeling is really delighted. 
He has not said this is happy. 
Delighted and happy, it is really totally different two different matters. When the universe of throat smokes thirstily, you have got one bottle and iced soda, admire the neck to drink, the moist feeling of that ice, comfortable to the stomach all the time from the tongue, delighted that then let. If you are a vagabond, wish to drink a bottle of soda in the heart in summer, one day, you made the money of foot at last, had bought one bottle. You hold it in hands, look, is realizing, then unscrew the bottle lid and have a trial test slowly, one for, there is perfume of soda among your breath, your stomach begins happy convulsion, your a willing to one is drunk in this way   That just lets happily.


Happiness can really be met and can't be asked. It is delighted and easy to look for, it is happy and difficult to look for. Joyfulness and happy and right away getting difficult through the way that the money can be bought. 

Now, the friend still has my the same troubles: Time go always, physical and psychological weariness, if personnel rise and fall, personnel are bitter and more happy and little variable in life. However, there is more his joyfulness than I, the joyfulness spending money, the joyfulness that the money of battle let others serve him, the swift as lightning joyfulness of top-grade car is being driven. I have little joyfulness, but my heart is like the stagnant water. 
What is just called happiness? I am unable to define, but I can speak a story. 
20 years ago, I helped classmates' father to harvest asparaguses during summer vacation, made 20 yuan, that is the first sum of money that I made in life. I have spent 15 yuan among them buying glass of a platform, build it in the broken desk in home, in this way I have a desk. Left five, give mother, buy one pork, we house have money buy meat wipe out a lot of day already, I still remember the taste of that pork and whole family's expression at that time till now. 
Now, I earn 50,000, 100,000   But the money, there is not a story, it is far less than that 20 yuan for so many brought to me that year. 
There is that glass platform, has already moved family a lot of times, that platform has been still protected carefully by parents, press on father's desk now.
 
從小就有個舞蹈夢，希望以後跟芭蕾舞(ballet)結緣，做一位優雅的舞者。我的男朋友是一位畫家，有專門的畫室，還開設了素描班，用畫筆記錄下我的美麗瞬間。最近我還參加了朋友的減肥中心，且堅持做facial，我們打算拍攝最美的婚紗攝影